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Saturday, November 27, 2010

dye lagi mengetahui

mood:keresahan
date:27 november 2010
location:in my room



tuhan akan berikan kebahagiaan dikala kita keresaha..
andai kite taw ape yang tuhan mahu umatnye lakukan...
kite bukan sape-sape untuk mahukan benda yang kesempurnaan tanpa ada
cacat celanya...kerana tuhan itu lebih agung dan mengetahui...
andai sesuatu itu kite leh dapatkan dengan hanya kata-kata..
takkab ade manusia yang ingat bahawa dirinya adalah kejadian tuhan...
tuhan yang menjadikan keseluruhan alam..dengan pelbagai hidupan...
kesempurnaa itu kan datang dari seseorang seandainya dye dapat menjaga mahkotanya...
tuhan juga menjadikan kan manusia untuk tidak bermusuhan antara satu sama lain...
setiap manusia ada kelemahan dan kebihan sendiri...gunakan kelebihan itu denga sempurna...
otak diciptakan untuk berfikir...gunakan dengan sebaiknya...



funny papers.

Me: I'm noting that in my brain
Evan: you cant note it in your brain because you don't have any paper
Ryan: or a pen

Scott: (after looking at a particularly high credit card bill, and totally joking) That's it, no Christmas presents for anyone this year.
Evan: (running in from the other room, hands on hips) WHAT!!!! NO CHRISTMAS PRESENTS!!!!!

Ryan: (Holding up his arm between his chair and the wall) I'm impeding Grandma.






i can't keep up with this!

ere are some cute things Frankie's been saying lately because I can't actually have time to write anything real:

1. "Sid's [the Science Kid's] grandma is a grownup. My grandma is a grownup, too. A little grownup. A teeny tiny baby sister grownup." [Anyone who's seen my stepmother can confirm this.]

2. "When we get a baby I'm going to give her her bottle and leave my room to tell her good night when you're not in her room and I'm going to make her comfortable and then go back in my room. Tell daddy not to watch." [Awwwwwwwwww.]

3. "Mommy, sometimes you use a crazy voice to talk to me." [Guilty as charged.]

4. "Can I wag my flag now mommy?"; "Gran scored!" [While watching the USA-England game]

Tomorrow I fly to Salt Lake City for work. Maybe in another few months I'll post again. . .

Monday, November 22, 2010

dye makin membesar

itu hero saye...dye makin membesar..
budak itu semakin cute..:)
semakin encem...
dye comel...hope besar nanti jadi orang bergune ye sayang...
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muhammad darwisy

Friday, November 19, 2010

dye dan saye

Mengapa kau pergi, Mengapa kau pergi
Di saat aku mulai mencintaimu,
berharap engkau jadi kekasih hatiku,
Malah kau pergi jauh dari hidupku,

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta.

Menyendiri lagi, Menyendiri lagi,
Di saat kau tinggalkan diriku pergi,
Tak pernah ada yang menghiasi hariku,
Di saat aku terbangun dari tidurku,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencintai dirimu,
Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta.

Semoga engkau kan mengerti,, tentang perasaan ini
Maaf ku telah terbuai, akan indahnya cinta
Maaf sungguhku tak bisa, untuk kembali padamu
Maaf ku telah terbuai, akan indahnya cinta

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku,
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta,

Aku inginkan diri mu, datang dan temui aku
Kan ku katakan padamu, aku sangat mencinta..



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ia tetap terjadi

kenapa kah itu maseh terjadi?
bukan diriku yang pinta..
tapi apakan daya ia maseh terjadi..
kenapa dengan diri ku?
adakah aku memang ditakdirka untuk hidup begini?
aku gagal dalan kehidupan..
aku juga gagal dalam percintaan..
aku memang dilahirkan untuk gagal? ? ?
tapi kenapa aku? ? ?
aku tak nak sume nie...
aku nk yang laen...
bukan yang ini...
seandai ku tahu apa yang ku mahu..
tahukah diriku..
mendapatkannya? ? ? 
aku ingin berubah...
berubah! berubah!

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saye bebas!

hooorrraaayy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
itulah sorakan aku pabile lepasnye
final exam....
kawan-kawan....roomates...
da ditinggalkan...
kembali lah aku ke kedududkan yang asal...
kembali bekerja seperti biase lagi...
tapi tape aku suke:)
kadang-kadanf rase jugak rindu aku kat kawan-kawan...
gurau senda bersame...
huhuhu...
tape kitaorang maseh berhubung melalui facebook...(teknolgi sekarang)
xsabar asenye nk masuk belajar balik...
kuaw ngan kawan-kawan...
bestnye...
sorylah lamew tak update blog...
busy lorhh...
preparing for final exam...
sory yerk...
enjoy in my blog..
terus menyokong tok blog saye:)

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lahirnye hero dalam family

muhammad darwisy...
lahirnye budak cute nie dalam family aku...
harapan nak adek lelaki da pom tercapai..
arap dye dapat jadi hero dalam family...
dengan berat kelahiran nye...4.24kg..
telah membuatkan aku geram sangat kat dye...
sebab dye nampak cute....
macam "sinchan" 
hehehehe..kuat glew minum susu..
huhuhu.....sayang dye sangat...:)

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Wednesday, October 27, 2010

ouch it's hurt sir.

mood: can't say anythings
date: 27 october 2010
location: class

today....in my english class...

my sir is en.azahari....

want to do some exercise for improve our english in class...

he also bring a rottan for beat us....

first we must write 5 complete sentences...

one wrong one rottan....

after 2 minutes we must go in front one by one...

argh! one girl scream because she beated by sir..

when my turn...i don't have incorrect...

many students was beated by sir....

after that sir give all topics about grammar...

and for each topics must give 3 example...

sir give us 5 minutes for finish all of it...

after that go in front....

sir will check...

argh...i am scream...i also beated by sir...

sir my hand.....it's changed to red....(hehehehe)

you do by urself...(sir said)

u must learn from this....

remember what i'm said...one wrong one rottan....

okay class it's all for today....

see u next time with ur presentation....(smile)

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our class 

my hand.


my paper









video of yasrul
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experience more....knowledge more...




Tuesday, October 26, 2010

for him (mohd azan)

mood: jahat (kenakan azan)
date: 26 10 2010
location: belakang koperasi.


surprise.!.!.!.!
azan epy berday....amek ko!
hahahahahaha.....telor 2 bijik kat bju ko...hbes dah...
ko bau busuk tepi2...wakakakaka...

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before azan dikenakan.....:

mekya: wawa jom lah temankan aku peg admin...

wawa: bodo lah ko nie....kan nk kenakan azan arinie..(berbisik di telinga mekya)

mekya: tok ingat la wawa! sowie....

wawa: ko ajak lah azan....kitaorang tgu kat cafe....(berbisik lagi)

mekya: azan....ko teman aku g admin nanti ye....

azan: nk watpew? ok aku tman....

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bos,aku,wawa,sihah,iema,tengku,nonet n yasrul plan nk kenakan azan ckup2...
jalan2 ondway nk g cafe.

bos: kita nk kenakan apew?

aku:kitew baling telor....hehehhehehe..

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20 minit kemudian 

azan: korang beli apew?

rmai2 berkumpul...azan datang...

dengan muke selamber duk borak2...

surprise!!!!!amek ko telor !!!!

hahahaha...epy berday geng!

dengan sekuat atiey dye lari...tp last2 kene jugak!

keciannye.....

party boy!!!!

baju da bau telor.....bucuk2....

hehhehehehehehe....




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orang2 yang menjayakan misi ini...:





tengku


mekya


aku


wawa



maaf...yang laen tiada gambar dalam nie....

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thank you:)



          

bersame die.

thanxs syamimi hazuwin...
tumpangkan saye kat umah awak...
walaupun awak busy...awak sempat jugak layan saye...
time kaseh byk2...
thanxs kat umie dan abah juge..:)
hepy balik umah kamo...
oh! lupe...umah baru....
hehehehehe.....
xsempat nak jalan2 kan...
xpew...saye pham awak buzy....
laen kali saya dtg lagi...
yea...tapi xtau la bile...
thanxs yea...
syamimi...!

Saturday, October 23, 2010

itu cantek.

mood : peaceful.
date : 22 october 2010
location : pantai teluk bidara.

hari nie. abah bwak kitaorang jalan2 kat pantai telok bidara.
..iaitu terletak kat dungun...yewla...kat  manew lagi...aku balik umah mimi lah....
huhu....petang tue...jalan-jalan...
firt time sampai kat panati tue...
ramai glew orang kat sanew...sampai jew kat pantai tue...
rase tenang jew....
adew la jugak amek pic...
tapi xleyh masukkan lagi...
pic tue adew lam canon mimie....
cantek lah juge pantai tue...
nanti aku nk mengelilingi sume..
pantai yang adew kat malaysia...
aku rase jiwa tenang bile aku stay kat pantai..
mybe serasi dengan jiwa aku yang kacau nie...
hahaha...pantai tempat aku melepaskan sume poblem...
lau boleh nk duk kat pantai...
aku rasa nk habeskan sisa hidup kat pantai jew...
xdew orang leh halang...
mybe one day..it becomes true....

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Tuesday, October 19, 2010

happy changed sad.

mood: hurt
date: about one week
location: my room.


i don't know...why all  my roomates don't likes me again...
they not like before we met...long time ago...
we also plays together...always joking...always laugh together...
but now...we not like that again...we changed...
we not talk each other...sometimes...i want to cry...
now...i'm always alone...when in room...i'm just do my work...
i don't know how to stand it again...it's ok...
i know who am i....
i'm just want to say thanks alot to kak dieba.treX.n the last one...nasuha.
thanks alot for being my friends...even we not along...i apreciate u all....
i hope u all success in ur life...
thanxs 4 everythings...




in memories!

i lost her.

about one week we not talk each other...
i don't know why....
we not likes one month ago...we also together..
but know..
i don't know how to say's...
she changed!
why!
why!
please tell me!!!
don't hurt me...
i also having poblem...
one day u.i walk behind u..
but u not talk with me...
u just quite...
n walk quickly
why u want...run from me???
if u don't want friend with me...
just tell me....
don't do stupid face!
i have heart....
i can't stand it anymore...
i hope u get new friend...





thanxs 4 been my friend.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

kami lagi

date: 8 october 2010
location: ecm kuantan
mood: enjoy life!


today i hangout again wif my friends..
we enjoy our outing today..
everything we doing to make funny!
haha eka u so funny dear,,,
always making we happy to friend with u...
today we also met eka's  parent n the sweties..
eka sister...so cute...hehehe..:-)
we decide to back our hostel at 9 o 'clock...
even we must back before 7 o'clock..
we buy a new shirt...and sandal...
after we shopping...and enjoy ourself..
we back to hostel...
enjoy fun very much!

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Tuesday, October 5, 2010

i am the walrus

A few months back, Greg and I decided to have a glass of wine after a show...free tickets, mind you, so we thought the was wine justi....

[Right now I am trying to write a blog at the end of a long work day...week. My brain is mush and there are a lot...A LOT...of horns honking right outside the building. Like a horn symphony... - people wanna go home...back to Jersey...TGIF - I can't think straight to type the funny story about the drunk dude at the bar a few months back...my sole purpose for opening up this template was to make fun of the mush brain trying to pick up the bartender...takes one to know one...]

...fied. [Honking stopped after my rant.] The bar was almost empty except for two men sitting at the bar with two stools between them. One was extremely metrosexual and one was wasted-face frat man. Both were trying to win the favor of the pretty, blonde bartender [Shelly Long], who clearly was there to work and clearly not interested except for maybe an extra smile tossed in for good-tip measure. 

Frasier vs. DEERUNK Norm.

After the third time we saw Norm pace the length of the restaurant, 'Diane' came over and explained that "he likes to take walks". We smiled at her sympathetically. 

Frasier uneventfully gave up and walked out the door leaving Norm at one end of the bar with Greg and I at the other. 

I accidentally caught Slobber Bobs eye the one time he lifted his chin from his chest. He wobbled over and made some small talk. Some of it pretty self deprecating and some of it obviously trying to impress 'Diane'. 

He asked to pay our tab. 

Greg and I looked at each other.

Do you give back the extra change the cashier hands you? Do you call out to the woman who dropped cash out of her back pocket on the street? Do you point out the miss-swipe of the toilet brush and into the shopping bag?

Yes. You do.

We told him no, and thanks, and no thanks, and thanks, but no thanks. But he WOULD NOT HEAR OF IT. We warned him of the regrets he'd have in the morning when he woke up and reached for the aspirin and the trash can. He wouldn't have it. 'Diane' had to understand that he was a gracious big spender. 

Four glasses of wine. Splurged.

Almost immediately after the transaction. He walked to the edge of the bar and wiggled his finger, beckoning Diane to his side. He leaned over and all mushy-mouth and whispery-loud asked her out. When she refused he asked why. When she explained she was seeing someone he wanted to know who. When she said she just wasn't interested he swayed backwards and said:

CAN I GIVE YOU MY CAR FOR A WEEK AND A HALF?

[I, of course, grabbed my phone and typed this statement in my notes and emailed it to myself.]

The three of us looked at the floor. She asked him what he meant and he mumbled like he was embarrassed, waved her off and, knocking over his stool as he went by, walked out the door.

I've been working on a tedious project at work that makes my brain feel like it is trapped in a little tunnel. I can completely understand statements like these. So. If I show up drunk at work tomorrow, maybe I will start to make sense to myself.

love!

When you love someone you have to honor his art and let him keep it for himself. And you have to honor her fears to release whenever she is ready. 



No matter how much you love them or 'mean well' you can't help them shape their soul and you can't pry away the wall that keeps them from shaping it. It is theirs to battle and wrestle with; to hug and tug and twist and dig their fingers into. 



You can't do it for them. 



And they can't do it for you.



But you can look them in the eye when they are lost and searching for help. You can hold their bodies up and push their arms in place and whisper in their ears that you will always be there no matter how hard it gets.







''''fly away''''

can i fly and go away?
i can't life again...
my heart are damn much..
it's like something tat's punish me to go far..
and far...and far away..
fly on the sky...nobody can find me...
nobody can hurt me again...
i want live alone...with myself...
i want find myself...
please leave me alone...
whatever you want said...
i can't stand and trough it anymore..
because i'm tired...
because i can't accept all what have done...
i want go far as along i can..
i want close my eyes..
when i opened it...
i was on the sky....











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